Sly3
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I'd like to come forward and say I have been using the forum since 2014, I first joined initial training in 2015 and only made it to week 22 before I made the worst decision of my life.
I wasn’t ready for what was to come in RT I was 20, never once experienced a work place or enviroment quite like RT before it was a massive shock to begin with, but gradually I got better but as everything I slipped through the net at normandy put on an extra stone and a half and comtuined through to week 22 with a burden of over weight power to weight ratio and feel behind.
Knwoing this lingured in the back of my mind and kept putting the doubt in my mind, as came hell week, I knew i wasnt well I had a fever and constant stress put a burden on my lungs I couldn't breathe and picking up smoking again did not help me in the slightest. I went to the med bay but they said I was fine ( without telling me they found Something they couldnt diagnose) so I left with the training team pushing me towards leaving even though it wasn't the right decision.
So here I am 3 years later still trying to get an actual diagnosis from the NHS and they cannot find a single thing, I have been made PMU for all services but in truth I have no issues with fitness or fatigue. I’ve had numerous tests on my heart from ECG’S to Stress Tests on treadmil and now I face a tube going down my throat to find a better reading, being told it was an enlarged artery to a microscopic hole in my heart to I can't find anything I hope to be told im completely healthy as the obsession to finish what I started and commit to something bigger than myself is breaking me.
There is nothing I want more than to achieve a Green Lid constantly keeping me up at night for the past 3 years I've witheld on making this sob letter but now I would like some feed back how do I go about this, how do I continue if I get good results persaude to the medical Unit that I am fit to serve. It's a shot in the darl but I'd like some help and a kick up the backend cause I'm fed up.
Any further details you wish to ask please feel free.
Thank you , Sly3
I wasn’t ready for what was to come in RT I was 20, never once experienced a work place or enviroment quite like RT before it was a massive shock to begin with, but gradually I got better but as everything I slipped through the net at normandy put on an extra stone and a half and comtuined through to week 22 with a burden of over weight power to weight ratio and feel behind.
Knwoing this lingured in the back of my mind and kept putting the doubt in my mind, as came hell week, I knew i wasnt well I had a fever and constant stress put a burden on my lungs I couldn't breathe and picking up smoking again did not help me in the slightest. I went to the med bay but they said I was fine ( without telling me they found Something they couldnt diagnose) so I left with the training team pushing me towards leaving even though it wasn't the right decision.
So here I am 3 years later still trying to get an actual diagnosis from the NHS and they cannot find a single thing, I have been made PMU for all services but in truth I have no issues with fitness or fatigue. I’ve had numerous tests on my heart from ECG’S to Stress Tests on treadmil and now I face a tube going down my throat to find a better reading, being told it was an enlarged artery to a microscopic hole in my heart to I can't find anything I hope to be told im completely healthy as the obsession to finish what I started and commit to something bigger than myself is breaking me.
There is nothing I want more than to achieve a Green Lid constantly keeping me up at night for the past 3 years I've witheld on making this sob letter but now I would like some feed back how do I go about this, how do I continue if I get good results persaude to the medical Unit that I am fit to serve. It's a shot in the darl but I'd like some help and a kick up the backend cause I'm fed up.
Any further details you wish to ask please feel free.
Thank you , Sly3