Can i just ask 1 question is another reason you guys want to apply for the marines is because you are more a pratical person?
I can explain how crazyyy im going right now, basically i left gcse with good results i think 10 b/c's in all subjects and after school i literally said to my self im finished with classroom stuff because i cannot physically motivate or get myself doing classroom stuff again.
But after school i went collage... i lasted a month before leaving because of me just not having the will to sit in a class room anymore.. i then got a job for a year.. and then manage to get on a apprenticeship which involed the 1st year spending in collage (it was good as i was using the navys engineering collage doing eletrical and mechanical ) But involed alot of theory which started messing me up because i just hate theoryy classroom stuff but i still did it all ,
Now on my 2nd year of this apprenticeship but this time on the job training (working on the railway), although every couple of months we have to go back to collage to do precific training as well as hand in our work based reports which involes alot of writing, report and research
and thats it i am literallly going *text deleted**text deleted**text deleted* crazyyy because you dont understand how non motivated i get when it comes to doing theory, classroom based *text deleted**text deleted*!!!:albert::albert::albert: *text deleted* had 3 months to this 1 which has to be handed in next week but im going crazyy grhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im *text deleted**text deleted* like this just makes me want to quit this apprenticeship now and start the recuitment process 1st for the marines but i know how important people say get the qualification 1st but i JUST MENTALLLLLLLY CANT DO IT ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
I need to get this work done but i just keep contiously putting it off! !!
*text deleted**text deleted* this im going to go for a swim.
Sorry guys i dont mean to rant but i just needed to get it out and i know you guys are here for me. just so pissed of i have another year and a bit left on this apprenticeship.
I can explain how crazyyy im going right now, basically i left gcse with good results i think 10 b/c's in all subjects and after school i literally said to my self im finished with classroom stuff because i cannot physically motivate or get myself doing classroom stuff again.
But after school i went collage... i lasted a month before leaving because of me just not having the will to sit in a class room anymore.. i then got a job for a year.. and then manage to get on a apprenticeship which involed the 1st year spending in collage (it was good as i was using the navys engineering collage doing eletrical and mechanical ) But involed alot of theory which started messing me up because i just hate theoryy classroom stuff but i still did it all ,
Now on my 2nd year of this apprenticeship but this time on the job training (working on the railway), although every couple of months we have to go back to collage to do precific training as well as hand in our work based reports which involes alot of writing, report and research
and thats it i am literallly going *text deleted**text deleted**text deleted* crazyyy because you dont understand how non motivated i get when it comes to doing theory, classroom based *text deleted**text deleted*!!!:albert::albert::albert: *text deleted* had 3 months to this 1 which has to be handed in next week but im going crazyy grhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im *text deleted**text deleted* like this just makes me want to quit this apprenticeship now and start the recuitment process 1st for the marines but i know how important people say get the qualification 1st but i JUST MENTALLLLLLLY CANT DO IT ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
I need to get this work done but i just keep contiously putting it off! !!
*text deleted**text deleted* this im going to go for a swim.
Sorry guys i dont mean to rant but i just needed to get it out and i know you guys are here for me. just so pissed of i have another year and a bit left on this apprenticeship.