@huskyjim thanks husky jim so husky. haha. My mind is definitely wanting to join the marines. definitely want it. sometimes I don't think that's enough though. I know recruit training is to shape you, not break you, but I want to be there at the best I can be for it. an analogy is this: you want a cheeseburger with ketchup and lettuce. instead of how it's normally presented, I bring you a mess. it's all there, but it's not in presentable shape and the meat is all shredded. thats me.