Hey guys. Big *text deleted* problem on my hands.
Recently lost my job at an abattoir, I was tired from training, depressed (family/home issues) and generally *text deleted* p*ssed off.
And then 2 days later, got kicked out of my dads house, and had to move back to my mums. It's *text deleted* worse, but nowhere else to go.
Basically, I want to get out of this *text deleted* place asap. I want/NEED to be on the Jan 8th PRMC, and want/NEED to be in RT late Jan/Feb. But am not fit enough.
I seriously cannot take this *text deleted* place anymore. I want to go. I've got a sh*te family history, lots of kicking outs (4 times, and I'm 16) I know it's part my fault, but I actually hate my family and Somerset.
I'm not fit enough yet, just the CV, press-ups and sits are good enough etc. its just my running.
Any suggestions/help?
Thanks, Roddie,
Recently lost my job at an abattoir, I was tired from training, depressed (family/home issues) and generally *text deleted* p*ssed off.
And then 2 days later, got kicked out of my dads house, and had to move back to my mums. It's *text deleted* worse, but nowhere else to go.
Basically, I want to get out of this *text deleted* place asap. I want/NEED to be on the Jan 8th PRMC, and want/NEED to be in RT late Jan/Feb. But am not fit enough.
I seriously cannot take this *text deleted* place anymore. I want to go. I've got a sh*te family history, lots of kicking outs (4 times, and I'm 16) I know it's part my fault, but I actually hate my family and Somerset.
I'm not fit enough yet, just the CV, press-ups and sits are good enough etc. its just my running.
Any suggestions/help?
Thanks, Roddie,