Honestly,
I have many friends and I go out alot and all of that but none of it cuts it for me, I don't feel like I fit in. Even though people would say the opposite I really don't feel I do, I just hate everything about living in the society we live in.
I guess I'm coming from the Fight Club point of view abit here but, I hate the fact that people go to work and complain about their job, I hate that people buy expensive clothes just so they can go out on a frriday night and get pissed in them and MAYBE pull. I hate that people earn money to buy *text deleted**text deleted* they don't need and then complain about being broke, I hate that people feel the most important things in this world are looking good and knowing what Pete Doherty and Amy Winehouse have been up to this week.
I don't give a *text deleted**text deleted* about any of those things, I like to live my life to the edge, I want to push the boundaries, I want to be the best in the world, I want to meet my ful potential and got past it, which I know I can. I don't want to have any what ifs ? in my life.
If i look back on my life when I'm older and start saying I'd wish I'd done that or I could've done that if I'd wanted to , then I will hate myself forever.
We're put on this world and we can either bumble along being normal working bods or we can go for what we really love in this world.
I'm not saying everyone has to be a marine etc. I have respect for anyone who goes for their dream. For me the dream is to go for it, face death and come out the otherside a stronger and better person. I want to do everythign this world has to offer in my short time on this earth.
I've wasted enough time hanging out with friends and getting *text deleted**text deleted*ed, Anyone in the world can party or just dow hat they want but it takes somethings else to be a marine!
I want to accomplish something that most the world never even be able to comprehend , I want that feeling of comraderie, accomplishment and knowing that I can take on the world!